The littlest campfire
Once upon a time, years ago, there was a
4 day holiday. The weather was warm, I had a friend drop me off in the
mountains and pick me up three days later. I hiked in the first day,
hurried up the trail, my head full of busyness from the unreal world, pitched
camp. Took off my watch. I slept well, woke up the next morning a little
slowed down. But my mind was still busy. Making plans. Finding the best
way to do things. Still caught up in the silliness of the unreal world.
The third day I woke and the hurry was gone. I walked about, returned,
built a tiny fire, remembering how choresome and annoying a big fire could
be. Gradually it evolved, becoming a place to heat the small coffee pot
that became my kitchen for the day. Three flat rocks, about the size of
three house bricks, a hearth too small to admit my hand, in a U. Five minutes
foraging would find enough twigs to cook for an hour within 20 feet of
camp in a valley where there was "no firewood left". Between short walks
the tiny fire boiled my water, cooked my coffee, made my soup, made hot
chocolate, cooked the beans. There was nothing but me and the fire and
the quiet. Most peaceful. I enjoyed the next morning, relaxed. The sun
was overhead, I looked at my watch, put it back on, stuffed everything
into my pack and headed back down to wait for my friend to pick me up.
My attitude was completely different. Relaxed. The trips effects lasted
for a while and then wore off as "work" took it's toll. As time went on
it took a week or a month off to get to that same peaceful state. This
last time I'd swear it took a year. I think I'll give up "work" and try
living instead.
After 25 years I still remember that tiny
campfire and the peace to be found doing nothing all day but feed it little
twigs.